Wednesday, May 16, 2007

blogging is starting to become really irritating cus the stupid account wont log me in on like my first attempt and they rather piss me off and make me type the freaking password like 6 times before they decide to cooperate. honestly speaking, how has adding a google version improved blogger. that i really like to know.

anyways. had SPA today, studied like some mad cow for it la. still peeved with myself for missing the word oxidation. stupid. on a lighter note, at least i m pretty sure i got everything else correct and i hit by target of finishing 20 minutes before time so i could take my time to check. and thats something over and done with.

i hate the pessimistic mentality. the mentality that goes, its ok people think i m not good enought cus i was never really good enough anyway. i hate hate hate that mentality man. u give me that and i so dun feel like talking to u anymore. i mean like everyone has their moments of depression and self pity but not every 2 days. really dun understand why some people cant motivate themselves when all everything they do right is just for their own freaking good and for their own freaking benefits.

i really dun understand wad people can be complaining about when they listen to their bloody mp3s the entire time, isolating themselves from the rest of the freaking world. honestly, is that radio that nice? that attention drawing, that u have to keep those ear phones on like almost all the time? so much so that u cant hear people talking to u and the so called people hu abandon u calling ur name. u ll probably be oblivious even the sky fell right on top of u.

that u dont know wads good for u. sheeesh. u picked it, stick with it, do well in it, move on. live for the present and the future, live for the realistic. sheeesh. lets give a dumb analogy. its like eating sweets to fill ur stomach when ur hungry. sure it might do the job, only just, but when ur hungry, u ought to be something with carbo proteins and vegetables. focus on the right thing and wads not just good, but best for u. hope u get my drift.

and stop being so damn discouraged by wad people say. use it as a learning point. an opportunity to improve and to do better. if all else fails, just do it to prove them wrong. stop wallowing in depression and self pity. if u think ur life sucks. den go do something about it. u can start by maxmizing ur time, finding a solution instead of mauling of the problem, do things objectively and not according to mooods, just do well for urself.

good captains are always in control know how to sail in the directions they want. if u decide to drift through the ocean, its just gonna get u nowhere, and even if u find land, u might just find urself lost. wake up ur idea man.

sorry i m bitching alot today. just really frustrated with certain stuff around me on a whole and its kinda affecting me quite abit, probably why i have so edgy. and sorry i m too lazy to fix the tagboard.

anyway, i just found something interesting.

Existence...
Life...

Time is the measure of existence.
Fulfillment of one's purpose is the measure of one's life
Every one is given time period of existence to fulfil his life's purpose

When you waste your time.. it's liken to committing suicide.
When you waste other people's time.. it's liken to murder.

As a leader, lecturer, performer or singer..do respect people's time When you waste 1hr of 50 people's time because of your bad planning You did not waste 1hr. You wasted 50hrs (50 x 1hr) which could otherwise be spent more meaningfully.. it's liken to massacre of people's lives

Respect your given time and respect others.

|cowpoo| 7:54 PM|

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